We write our own stories.
We control our own lives.
Nobody else is there to play the protagonist.
But a protagonist is not a protagonist without the plot.

I control my own life.
I can make things right again.

I can help them make things better.
I will help them.

I will never again assume that every thing is and will be alright. Not ever.
Life is always out to get you.

Conspiracies are for real.
They don't just happen in movies.

I am angry.
I have been betrayed.
I am disappointed.
I don't have the courage to be the villain in yours even if I want to.
I am sad.
I have lived almost my whole life believing I made the right decisions, I thought I did the right things.
I am hurt.
My trust has been violated.

But I won't give up believing in happy endings.

I control my own life

My story is going to end happy.

I will be happy. Someday.

And I will never be the same again.
None of us will ever be.

I want to hate. But I can't.
Don't let me hate. Please. I am begging.

I became a better person once.
I will become better again.
For everybody.
For myself.
For you.

This time I'm not going to lie and say I'm fine because I really am not. And I think I have had enough. I have had enough of lies.

I hate you.
Oh, yes, I do.
You are making me hate you very much.

Gar.

Why am I feeling so sorry for myself?

Damn.