domi_quell ([info]domi_quell) wrote,
@ 2008-11-02 12:19:00
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Current music:No Stopping Us
Entry tags:change, family, hate, life

"Let's Volt In"
We write our own stories.
We control our own lives.
Nobody else is there to play the protagonist.
But a protagonist is not a protagonist without the plot.

I control my own life.
I can make things right again.

I can help them make things better.
I will help them.

I will never again assume that every thing is and will be alright. Not ever.
Life is always out to get you.

Conspiracies are for real.
They don't just happen in movies.

I am angry.
I have been betrayed.
I am disappointed.
I don't have the courage to be the villain in yours even if I want to.
I am sad.
I have lived almost my whole life believing I made the right decisions, I thought I did the right things.
I am hurt.
My trust has been violated.

But I won't give up believing in happy endings.

I control my own life

My story is going to end happy.

I will be happy. Someday.

And I will never be the same again.
None of us will ever be.

I want to hate. But I can't.
Don't let me hate. Please. I am begging.

I became a better person once.
I will become better again.
For everybody.
For myself.
For you.

This time I'm not going to lie and say I'm fine because I really am not. And I think I have had enough. I have had enough of lies.




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[info]davev1968
2008-11-02 12:08 pm UTC (link)
*hug* I don't know what happened, but I am sorry it happened to you.
You don't need to hate. I will hate enough for the both of us, Ok?

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[info]lilystreet
2008-11-02 02:28 pm UTC (link)
I feel for ya! *huggles*

I don't know you personally, but I think you are a strong and independent girl..<3

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[info]vintagemermaid
2008-11-02 07:00 pm UTC (link)
<3 I am so sorry.
I don't know what happened, but my home life was hell. You deserve to be happy.

I really hope you will be okay...well, that you are okay.

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