I typed in a few names earlier, checked the results and bam! were they overwhelming. Results like those make me want to cower and sulk and bite my nails. I guess this is what you call 'eating my own words.'
This is the first time, since I made the decision to take the other path, that I thought about it this deeply.
I've always wanted to be like them. I've always wanted to be them. Now, I'm too far away to ever peg with them. I wish I had the courage to pursue what I really wanted. But you know what? Here's one consoling thought: I'm also given the chance to be someone here, I can always strive to be the better in this lea.
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domi_quell) wrote,
anxious
